Eerp. Well, the only thing I've gotten this year so far is my laptop.. And because my stepdad (fucking ass prick) pissed me off for the last fucking time last week I didn't go with my family to see my other realatives. :[
They had gifts for me there, but because my Dick of a "dad" is .. well... a dick, I didn't get anything. :"/
So aside all this crap, Jasmine calls me and starts going on about how she got a Wii because her sister works at Target.. And then she goes on about how she almost cried from joy cause she got a game she wanted for four years. And then she goes on about how because of her boyfriend's parents being traditional she couldn't talk to him.
(Thats why she called ME.)
But then she starts bitching about how she keeps getting killed on that game and because they got a new TV downstairs her parents won't let her bring her Wii upstairs to play it and her sister said she wants to play it and then she knows she wont cause she's not a gamer. Then she starts going on about how her mom wont let her play the wii because her mother is watching TV and even thought she has Cable up in her room she insists on sitting on the couch downstairs to watch TV.
Jazz said something about not being able to play it at all and that's what happened to their x-box or something.. Damn.
So she got everything she wanted.. and everything I want is somewhere else or doesn't exist.
I try and be happy for jasmine, I do. I'm glad she has Nathan, and I'm glad she's enjoying not being in school. But It's so hard for me not to want to hate her from flaming jealousy.
I love Jasmine, I really do. But human emotion doesn't want me to.. :<
Seth is in Pikeville and he's dating a 12 year old with bigger titties than me, Matheus lives in FUCKING UTAH, Andrew moved to Washington during the summer and everyone else I've ever had feelings for is just.. Evil now. D:
Have I done something horribly wrong for karma to smack me in the face so much?
I dunno. I should stop bitching.
I'm stupidly furious and I can't really express everything in words.. I'm.. I dunno. This year fucking sucks and I guess I hope next year will be better.
BTW!! My new years resolution is to get better grades, get seth and be HAPPY.
